I Am Here And I'm Waiting!

I am here and I'm waiting, he used to say,

Left me broken and went away.

Unknown pain embraced me like never before,

Shattered into pieces on the marble floor.

From where to start and where to end,

In front of my friends what I'll pretend.

I am with him or without,

Still into his life or out.

Once who was my whole life,

With him encountered such a strife.

That I didn't remain me,

Forever broken were we.

He had to fly, couldn't stay,

For our future,only God could pray.

He said he needs to re plan his own life,

For an easy one,would now look for a doctor wife.

Poor me was all the way ready to settle with him,

Once he was gone,a sea of miseries for me to drown or swim.

Which path to follow, whose hand to hold,

No plan works, when destinies unfold.

Had dreamt of being together with him some day,

Recently got to know, he got his new girl by the way.

When he left ,I remember we ended on a happy note,

He would not look back ever,I never thought.

The time he was struggling, I always stood by his side,

Once he was done with me,nothing I could do, but cried.

We used to be in each others joys n sorrows,

Gathered immense confidence for the coming tomorrows.

Didn't use to fight on cranky issues like other couples,

In the li'l time we got together, used to enjoy romantic tuples.

Never ever imagined, We could part our lives,

Never let long distance too...to creep in our emotional drives.

Our friends just used to say we are the ideal ones,

In response to this,used to blush a thousand tons.

But now accepting this is fate and grim,

I miss the feel of being in love..not him.

                                                                 ~Yashna Sharma

                                                                   (31st July '15)